Pondering and wandering on a Monday … at my work desk. 

I find it absolutely comedic, seeing the mass population lost in their own identity. 

I think if someone asked me what my biggest accomplishment was so far, I’d say it was how well I know myself to the core. With that being said, I think it can be used against me as a weakness from a lost wanderer’s perspective. 

Flaunting one’s sexuality doesn’t make you any more confident than someone who doesn’t. And jet setting doesn’t necessarily make you more cultured than one who doesn’t have the ability to leave life whenever. 

Some say my self awareness can be intimidating but what do I think of that? Cowards lack curiosity 🤷🏻‍♀️

rewind.

when songs that once felt like your heart’s confession

suddenly seem unrecognizable

and you can feel memories fading

quickly.

 

as fast as a VHR tape winder.

 

and maybe even as ancient as them too.

– Vic.